11 Things
Anxious-1. I'm so glad that I've been able to get to know you. I'm so lucky to be able to call you my brother even though you're not. I honestly couldn't ask for a better sibbling, which is sad because I have two sisters. You're such an amazing person you don't even know. It feels weird to say things like this but it's true. You're the first person that I've met since 7th grade that's held a knife, and I don't feel afraid. I feel safe and protected, not scared and in danger. I am so happy that I can proudly call you my older brother.
-2. I know I don't say this enough, but I'm so glad that we're best friends. And the horrible part is I can't tell it to your face. I wish I could, though. We're going to have so much fun in Canada and at Sakura-Con and anything else that we do together. And I know that you'll never become a vaccuum salesman, even if it means kidnapping you and taking you to Japan. That's all I can say right now before I start crying.
-3. I'm so sad that you graduated before I could get to know you more. You brighten everyone's day. I'm so glad that we're mailing each other now becase I miss you terribly at North. I know that whateer you do in life, you'll go far because you care way too much about other people. But that's a good thing.
-4. I wish that you wouldn't stand behind me and eat at lunch. Everyone knows that I hate that noise. Even when I SCREAMED at you to leave, you just stood there. I don't know what your problem is. Just leav everyone alone, you fat cow.
-5. I wish that you would cheat on my dad and break his heart just so he could find someone better. I feel like a bitch hopeing that would happen, but I can't hide it anymore. He deserves someone that actually loves him, and you don't. You can't even take care of your own son, let alone yourself. I hate the way my dad never laughes anymore. Ever since he met you. I hate you, and I can say that from the bottom of my heart.
-6. I like you so much that everytime I see you, I have to look away and walk past you because I know that you have a girlfriend. And it kills me because she's perfect. And your age. And I'm not. I just hope that whatever you do in life, you're happy. Because you being happy means more than me being happy. Now I feel creepy for writing that.
-7. I wish that you would stop haunting me everytime I see a knife.
-8. I wish that you hadn't of moved, even though I know I'll see you again. It just feels so empty and weird already without you up here. I hope that everything goes ok over there, though. You're going to Sakura-Con in a tutu and taking pictures with Orochimaru. No choice in the matter.
-9. I wish you hadn't of moved because I miss my little gay best friend.
-10. You changed my life, and you don't even know it.
-11. HELLO. I herd you leik mudkipz?
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